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This memorial website was created in the memory of our beloved son, Payton Sauer, who was born in Idaho on February 04, 2007. Yes Superbowl sunday, the Colts v. Bears. We still hadnt picked out a name for our baby boy but on the way to the hospital at 4:30 in the morning I had always liked the name Payton and I told my husband I like the name Payton and he said after the QB Peyton Manning. I said well not my team but I like his name. When we got to the hospital which is an hour away I was dialated to a 3. They put the heart monitor on my tummy and for some reason which was still unknown to us he was having an erratic heart rate. Payton Wayne was finally born at 11 am, but instead of a healthy baby we learned that he had herniated his intestines. This medical problem is known as Gastroschesis. Payton weighed 7 lbs 14 oz and was 19 inches long. Payton was immediatley put on oxygen because he had also aspirated the muconium (first bowel movement). Payton had to be flown to Salt Lake City to Primary Childrens Hospital. We couldnt have asked for Payton to be in a better place. Between the Doctors and Nurses they were just great. Paytons dad Wayne flew down there with him. I was to to stay in Idaho Falls, Idaho until the next day to be looked after. Wayne was with Payton by himself until 7pm the next day. When I got to the hospital Payton was heavily sedated. The next day things turned worse, his intestines had started to turn balck and die off. At that point they also paralized payton so that he couldnt move anymore. They were afraid that if he moved too much it was taking too much energy. Payton's lungs were very infected by the muconium. We couldn't do anything with his bowel until his lung got better. The days had ups and downs. Payton was not getting better, his stats started dropping something fierce at about 9 days old. It was a long 12 days before his body just couldn't take anymore. The doctors sat us down and said that there was just nothing they could do for him, so we had a decision to make.  We knew we had to let our little guy go he had suffered enough. We had our children brought to us from Idaho to Utah so that Payton could spend his last moments with his family. It was the first time my other two children would get to see their brother. Trystan and Nataley were so excited to finally see that brother they had waited to meet for 9 months, just to say goodbye to him the first time they would get to hold him. It was also my husband and me's first time holding him sinse he was born. We cherished that time, we brought him into the family at 7:15pm and decided at 8 to take his oxygen. Payton was pronounced dead at 8:15pm but only lasting about 5 minuets after pulling his oxygen. They say the heart will continue to beat a while after they quit breathing. The hospital brought in a professional photographer and if you are interested in this go to
www.nowisleep.com They were beautiful pictures taken of the last hours we would spend with our little guy. We buried Payton next to his uncle Lorin on Feb 23,2007. We now have our own special angel watching over us. We miss you Payton Wayne Sauer you will forever live in our hearts.

We want to say thank you to everyone who stops by. Please also light a candle or tribute and condolenses while you are here






 
















Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray thy Lord my soul to keep.
If I should die before I wake,
I pray thy Lord my soul to take




































God Saw You

God saw you getting tired
and a cure was not to be,
So he put his arms around you
and whispered come to me.
With tearful eyes we watched you
and saw you pass away,
And though we loved you dearly
we could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating
hard working hands at rest,
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best.




Paytons Friends in Heaven


 



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Family Tree
Tributes and Condolences
A POEM   / Mommys Little Boy I. Miss YOU (Mother)
My Heart is HeavyMy Mind is Unclear Searching for answers that only he Bares Seeking the Answers Yearning the Truth Wanting the Peace that is only found in Youth Lord Touch my Heart and clear my mind I need your Answers to get out of this Bind.....
Missing  / Jennifer Dickerson (Remembering Our Angel's )
Dear Payton Know you are missed and loved very much. Your parents show it everyday. I feel blessed to know your story. Love Agnel Zacahary's Mommy Jenn
Needing you close   / Happy 2nd Birthday Son WE Miss YOU! (mother)
Where has the time gone. I cant even grasp the reality that it has been two years since you can into our lifes and will forever changed not just our life but so many others.. It seems like yesterday to me. I can see things so vividly. You family miss...  Continue >>
Helpless  / Lisa Mammie (Grandma)
As I sit here wondering how I can, as a mother, help ease the pain that your mom and dad are going through, I find myself at a loss. I know myself how much I miss you as well. Your mom and dad are 2 of the strongest people I will probably ever know. ...  Continue >>
Dear Payton   / Happy New Year Baby Boy (MOMMY)
Dear Payton,

As I laid awake last night, yerning to hold you and see you again, I realized I will be spending another year without you. Your 2nd birthday is fast approaching and my heart is breaking. I laid in my bed with your doll in my ...  Continue >>
Its football season again  / Mammie Nino (Grandma)    Read >>
One Year In Heaven  / Mommy Sure Does Miss YOU (MOMMY)    Read >>
Happy Birthday angel  / Kathy Leamon (friend of your mommy )    Read >>
Happy 1st Birthday to Heaven's lil' MVP!  / Estrella ~Lil' Ant's Mama~ (mommy's friend )    Read >>
Happy 1st Heavenly Birthday Sweet boy!!  / Kelly~ Journey's Mommy     Read >>
Merry Christmas from Heaven  / Kelly~ Journey's Mommy     Read >>
Mommy needs a favor!  / Mommy To Payton (Mommy)    Read >>
8 months old but only in heaven  / Mommy (mother)    Read >>
I know your pain...  / Journey's Mommy~~Kelly     Read >>
wow / Jamaca T. (none..)    Read >>
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His legacy
My little angel  
Payton has done a lot to change our lifes. I think the most important was bringing his daddy and mommy closer. I think truly that was his greatest mission here on earth. Payton brought to us many blessings for everyone. To some it was faith to other love and to many a smile. We have our own special angel watching over us and that in itself is truly a blessing. He will never be forgotten and he will always be loved by those people he touched. We love you Payton Wayne. Mom and Dad
A short while  
You were sent to us for just a short while
In that time you brought back faith to those who were stray
You brought back love that was in denial
You gave us hope and you made us see
That without you we were lost 
In that short while you filled our hearts in a special spot 
You made us remember life is short
You made us see that there are things bigger than me
You were sent to us for just a short while
But you will never be forgotten
You will always be loved 
You will always be our lil MVP
We Love you Payton Wayne and someday we will see you once again
 
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